A lot of you know the story of how Leora and I ended up getting married, but since one of the main purposes of my blog is to attract new readership, i.e. people who don’t necessarily know me, then I’m going to go ahead and tell the story. And beyond that, I’m going to talk a bit about how two people who really have a lot of differences can make a marriage work.
Leora and I first met when we were something like 12 years old, in junior high school. I was the quiet, nerdy brainiac who had a small cadre of friends, and Leora was the more-popular pretty girl, with a quick laugh and a slight touch of sarcasm. We were the same age. I lived in Palisade, CO. She lived in Clifton, a slightly bigger town about 10 miles to the west. When our days at junior high came to an end, I went to Palisade High School, which was barely 2 miles from my house. Leora lived much closer to another high school – Central High. But in those days, Palisade H.S. was brand new and even parents of children who lived in Clifton, like Leora’s did, often sent their children to Palisade. That’s because in those days, Central was….well, it was a dump. So we ended up going to PHS together.
We didn’t speak much, but we knew each other. She had that ‘something’ that somebody like me was intrigued by – a hot girl, funny, and extremely extroverted. It’s my theory that every introvert wishes they could be an extrovert; they just don’t know how or don’t have the guts to put themselves out there. So for those who can’t do it themselves, the next best thing is to get close to one. It almost makes you feel like you’re the life of the party, when you’re standing next to the actual ‘life of the party’. You get a little of that to rub off on you….
Anyway, I’m rambling. Even though Leora was one of maybe 3 or 4 girls in my entire high school career that I ever seriously considered getting with, it never happened. It’s funny – I remember 2 conversations that I EVER had with her of any length in all 4 years at P.H.S. And when I mean any length, I mean like 30 seconds. One time was talking about Nirvana. The other was when Kurt Cobain shot himself, Leora was crying, and I gave her a surely-awkward, feeble apology. So, as you can see, we weren’t exactly testing each other out for likes/dislikes/much of anything. She was the girl that you could instantly pick out of a crowd, but all you could do was observe. You never had near enough cajones to make a move. Many years later, after we ended up together, Leora told me that she had liked me and wanted to get with me, but thought I was disinterested. She was more than a little surprised when I told her that I had felt the same thing. 😉
But I’m getting ahead of myself… Towards the end of her high school years, Leora joined the Army. I have vague memories of seeing her in the halls once or twice in her Army uniform. But the end days of high school are hectic, both literally and emotionally. You begin to realize that most of these people are people you won’t be seeing again. It’s not the time to even consider establishing relationships. You’re still there, but in your mind, you’re already gone. These people are your past. And coming up fast is college and all of its forks in the road. You’re supposed to be working on your A.P. classes but you’re spending all your time applying for scholarships and thinking how you’re way too old for this kiddie high school crap (probably at least partially explains my D in Pre-Calc; never lived that one down).
So Leora left for Basic Training. If I think REALLY hard, I think I can remember hearing that she had left, but man, that seems so long ago now.
And that was it. Leora made it through Basic and got married. She ended up all over the country at one time or another – Texas, Las Vegas, West Virginia, Missouri (not necessarily in that order – can never remember exactly…hehe). I ended up in Palisade for many more years. Ended up blowing off college and losing a scholarship. Started a long relationship from a girl I met through friends, got a job at Sam’s Club, kinda got lazy and unmotivated, but I had some good friends and was near family, so life was decent.
Then fate intervened, in a series of weird events that brought Leora and I back together again. My girlfriend/fiance broke it off with me, leaving me in a 1-bedroom apartment in Grand Junction feeling pretty alone and stuck. I moved in with a couple good friends of mine and had a lot of fun doing the bachelor thing, but I never really got over the fact that my one and only serious relationship had come and gone and put me right back at square one. And after living in the same area for 20 years, I was ready to go see some other part of the country before I ended up dying on my couch in the same 4-plex 50 years later. So I moved up to Minneapolis, the city of my birth, with another good friend of mine and began my great “starting-over” experiment.
In the meantime, Leora’s husband-at-the-time (who was also in the Army) was transferred to Denver. A year or two later, because of a few personal reasons that I won’t go into here, their marriage was coming to an end. It was at this point that I, up in Minneapolis and happy (albeit still single and lonely), logged onto Myspace. I was feeling a bit nostalgic that day and decided I’d see who was on MySpace from my old high school class. So on August 15, 2006, I found Leora and sent her a message.
And… *cue cliche*…the rest is HIS-TO-RY!
The courtship didn’t last long. I was up in Minneapolis, happy with my surroundings but unhappy with my relationship status. She was in Denver, her home state, living with a man that she was in the process of divorcing. It was perfect. Weirdly perfect. hehe … We began visiting each other. Every week or two, I’d fly to Denver or she’d fly to Minneapolis. Three months after we first reconnected, we became engaged. And next June, we were married.
A lot of people would say that happened too quickly and that a whirlwind courtship like that only inevitably leads to disaster. But at face value, that’s not fair. Yeah, Leora and I have fights. Have you ever heard of a couple who hasn’t? We have different ways that we do things and see things and perceive things. Who doesn’t? No couple in history has had the same likes and dislikes, the same perceptions and opinions. If they did, then you’re talking about literally the most boring couple ever. I do stuff that grates on her nerves, and vice versa.
So how has a quiet, nerdy loner and a boisterous, outgoing party chick held it together this long? I know all you married folks have their own ideas of how to keep a marriage alive , but here’s a few of mine off the top of my head…
1. Compromise. I know that sounds boring and cliched, but it’s the truth. We don’t get many chances to go out, but when we do, Leora sometimes wants to go to a bar or club or concert – get out there and have fun, as befits an extrovert. Meanwhile, I’m itching to hit up the bookstore, seeing as how I’m a huge nerd. Well, I’ve gone out to the bar with her when maybe that wasn’t at the top of my list. And she’s gone with me to B&N when I know that’s not usually her thing. If you do something for your significant other, they’re willing to do something for you.
2. Find bonding opportunities. Seriously, you could have put Hitler and Einstein together and you’d have found SOMETHING that they both liked, or had in common. There’s always something.
3. Don’t let yourself get too bored. If you’re both sitting around, heaving sighs and staring at the ceiling, that means danger. Bored = Annoyed = Irritable = Fights. Play some cards, have a drink, watch a movie, buy a board game, look at some old pictures, get naked. tee hee
4. Don’t compare your marriage to another couple’s marriage. I could compare our marriage to anybody’s I know and find something we have that they don’t, or something they have that we don’t. Everybody’s marriage is different. Everyone met differently. Everyone married at a different time in their life, had babies at a different time (or didn’t), and have/had different hurdles to overcome (financial problems, work problems, infidelity, deaths in the family, crappy in-laws….a MILLION different things that all affect the marriage in general). Focus on your own marriage and don’t think that you’re missing something just because someone else’s looks “better”. It’s just different.
5. Let it go. I’m sorry, but this “don’t ever go to bed angry” stuff doesn’t work. I hate to break it to you newlyweds, but that’s fantasy. You’ll go to bed angry. You’ll wake up, remember last night, and be angry again. But you’ll get over it. You’ll find things to distract you. You’ll start to realize his/her point of view. And you’ll realize that you probably over-reacted and both of you will just have no more energy to be angry any longer. And it’ll be ok again. If you can’t let it go, you’re guaranteed to be headed either for a divorce or a stroke. So chill.
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Leora and I have been married for just over 2 years. We’ve JUST left the supposed Newlywed stage. So the point of this isn’t to lecture somebody who’s been married for 50 years. I’m still new at this. But I’ve heard of marriages last weeks. I’ve heard of marriages lasting days. There was a story I read today on AOL or somewhere where two people in Poland or Germany or something got married, had a huge argument at the wedding dinner, and both are seeking an annulment. This couple was married for literally a matter of MINUTES before they both announced that they were through. Leora and I still love each other. And we still fight. But that doesn’t mean we’re unhappy. We have our little daughter and the 3 of us have a lot of great times. We’re going to have good times and bad times down the road. But I hope it’s a long road. When things come together so bizarrely like it did with us, it’d be a shame if it wasn’t. 🙂 … Love ya, baby!